i just finished washing 2 pairs of shoes.

dalt today. we learn how to bai3 the mandrin oranges. and jiao lian says to get dui lian for next year and next year is zhu1 nian2 so we shall give zhu1 peng2 gou2 you3 and zhu1 gou3 bu4 ru2! haha. dumb. my shi tou and i have good coordination and i am going to call her tonight to see if she has done her 30 pumpings. must lian4 leh! if not she drop the lion on me ar, i will cry leh!

after dalt we all went to bukit timah plaza to eat kfc! i ate my first banditto pockette! quite nice lah! and i started telling sqdms about my family stories. so funny. then we bacame you1 dang4-s and walked ard bukit timah plaza. yinhwee wants a planner for next year and i want a new bag. huishan and i also decided to go buy books on the 11th of dec! actually on 10th de. but 10th is a sunday and its not open! so we changed it to 8th but i am overseas and i forgot until i told huishan that i am going malacca on from the 4th to the 8th than she remind me! so stupid. so its changed to the 11th! ok decided.

then i came home and i wanted to wash my shoes and i decided to wash my meimei's as well and save:

1. water. do you know you use more water to wash 2 shoes seperately than to wash them together?
2. strength. see if i wash for my mother then i save strength for her!

so i wash and i wash. and in the end my sister's shoe got a tiny hole i think caused by me. and my half brown shoes became half brown of a much much much lighter shade. =) i might be going out later!

i want to buy a new bag.

today i went swimming soaking. and it pleases myself to look at my burnt tanned shoulders. =D

i woke up the moment my sisters left for school which was at ard 9 and i had roti prata for breakfast. i watched ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1 until 10 and told myself i must rush for the 11 o'clock sun. and so i rushed, kept the clothes, packed the bed, packed my bag and i got into the swimming pool at choa chu kang at 1115. i soaked till 13.15 and i went to bathe and it pleased me, yes it did, to see my darker shoulders. =)

i went to mummy's office after having a nice tour on 307 which i am not so familar with and almost got lost. the bus uncle was really pissed with some sec school students and i dunno what school they came from. he took 3-5 minutes at a deserted bus stop to calm down before going again.

i went to mummy's office and slacked my time away and i came up with a new signature. its not really nice but its better than the last one. and after that i actually wanted to go with mm to boon lay de but in the end didnt because one taxi = 4 passengers and there were 5 of us there and so to save money i came home with my sister. anw i had no business there. but i realised that i left my wallet and my hp at my mummy's office so luckily auntie koo was still there. she got my wallet for me and i met her and we went to plaza together, with my sister. after that we on our way home walked the pasar malam and i bought a hard handphone cover. its blue =)

theres dalt tmr. i will be tired. hais. but i am happy. =)

today is wednesday. my sqdms came over to my hse and we slacked. cooked maggie mee, watched finding nemo, played harry potter. we slacked my whole day away. and my hse is messy. sijia cannot wash bowls properly and yinhwee can cook really nice noodles. today is a happy day.

tmr cassmain has school and i am free and so i will go ard looking for courses to sign up for because i promised yinhwee to make my good use of this holiday and cong1 shi2 myself and not waste my youth and the way to do that is to take up courses that i dun usually take and maybe get something out of it.

i changed my links page and instead of going vertical they are horizontal now. but i have to ask soggy if she can help me with my archives. cos they are still vertical.

i shall slack my tmr away. anyway, i am now in the mood to slack. i want to go buy books. and a new bag! talking about holidays, i think they grow worse and worse by the year. my mm has no more time to go shopping with me and my sisters and although holidays are still holiday and they still feel holiday-ish, they're just not the same anymore. :(

if anyone buys ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1, be sure to watch disc 14 and 15. in disc 14, around 30.00 minutes, there will be this line thats really funny. and in disc 15, the most touching part is when lingzhi and her mother xiang1 ren4. i like lingzhi. shes very loyal. and cute. haha.

i made a new friend yesterday on msn. actually i've seen her before but i din really know her. she's lydia's guzheng friend. her name is chengxin. haha. shes very cute. really. potential sec 3 classmate. haha. we will know on the 17th.

my ankle hurts. i thought the last time was worse than this but this is actually worse than the last time. if it doesnt get better by next monday, mummy will bring me to a chinese doctor.

i am slacking.

just came back from school. having really sore hands and skin. haha. pegging was fun!

had act today. pitched flag throughout most of the act. our timing improved alot alot. from 28.16 to 20.48! very great improvement can! me was lasher for first 2 pitches. then i was pegger for last pitch. but honestly i prefer being pegger. here's my timing:

1st pitch:(lasher)
target: 30.00
orientate: 2.20
roundlash: 4.13
clove hitch: 14.38
whole pitch: 28.16

2nd pitch:(lasher)
target: 27.00
orientate: 2.13
roundlash: 3.41
clove hitch: 10.09
whole pitch: 22.02

3rd pitch:(pegger)
target: 21.45
1st peg: 1.50
2nd peg: 3.27
3rd peg: 4.20
ABU: 4.31-6.02
whole pitch:20.48!!!

it was very good improvement ya? and they were all 3-men flag! but i think i should speed up on my ABU. 2 minutes is too long!!!

then sqdms actually want to come my hse de but they decided not to so i am here blogging. i got a blister during 3rd pitch and i broke that blister while pulling guy-line with sijia. so now my hand hurts.

i want to sleep!

anw i just went to class blog and everyone's typing er, touching posts and tags which i dun want to read. not that i am unfeeling or something but i just cant produce such a post so i decided to avoid it by not posting or tagging. and i think sok should make everyone admin. afterall we are a class and we should decide on it all together. =D

i am painful. my ankle hurts and my finger and hands are sore!

i feel stupid. and dumb. i fell again. and this time it was chasing after the bus. my left ankle hurts. and my jie says i should get another guard.

i finished watching ye guang shen bei yesterday. the ending was dumb like all endings but i still like the show. its very nice.

today i pulled myself up to go to school at 9 just to meet deborah and give her her calender and meet ju to give her yunghian's watch and also to see what sub allocation i got. so i went to school and gave deborah her calendar and i saw that i got into 3 sciences and i gave ju yunghian's watch and i went home. i spent 1 hour 15 minutes on journey and 30 minutes in school.

on the way home, i ran after the bus on the overhead bridge but i missed it and so i took 67 to chase after the 171 and when the 67 won the 171, i alighted and wanted to take the 171. but the 171 din see me and almost went away. lucky i ran and he saw me but i "kiak" my ankle and now its painful. but luckily i got the bus.

now my ankle hurts but its not as bad as the last time but my jie says i should get another guard and i think i should too.

theres act tmr. after that got present making! yay! =D

lalala.

din blog yesterday... you know why? because everytime i decide to blog, the internet has to die on me and when i get so pissed i decide not to blog and watch tv, the internet becomes fine. so i decided to carry on watching tv. so i din blog.

this is a detailed what happened on thursday 02/11/06:

that night was our choral night. i went to school in the morning at say 10.00 and we practiced. it was quite fine other than some parts me became bored and din take it seriously and blah blah blah. after that ard 11.45, i went with estella, joey and zihui to KAP to have lunch. i ate mc spicy and on the way there, joey started ignoring estella and estella decided to ignore joey and so they took each other as though they were invisible. hahah. so funny. when we walked into KAP i saw stephanie maam and she was alone until later she left when i was about to leave.

so we ate and after we finished went back to class to change for full dress rehersal. and during full dress rehersal, shihui forgot her lines!!!! so scary! and i couldnt prompt her because i forgot her lines as well!!! so we took quite long before we finished that scene. so scary.

then we had dinner and i went to coronation with heeai and joey. we ate laksa. then we came back to school and changed again into full dress and i had to put on make-up. i wanted yiwei to help me but she was busy so i waited for her to help me. during that time, i was wearing my shoes and you know what??? my leg started cramp-ing. and it hurt like siao. damn it. luckily i haven put on anything yet because i teared and if i had anymake up on my face it probably would have ran. joey was really nice and helped me with my cramp and it bacame fine after awhile although still hurts abit. yah. then i went to wash my hands, gel my hair in the toilet because i met lynn and huifun gelling their hair and i er, went back to the LT to put makeup. yiwei put everything except the lipstick and for the lips, credit goes to lydia.

for that night's show, not many squadmates came and jieqi came really early. anw, when the show started, i went in to watch 207's under one roof put up by our second half and they did really well! they rocked! =D after that i went back to audi and ppl started taking lots of photos and surprisingly some wanted to take with me. wenqi said i look shuai. and after that we went into audi backstage early and went into the wings quite early as well and we waited there. during that time i was really nervous. but someone said i was from drama, and there was nothing to be scared or worried about. i will be fine. and the show started. i went out and saw many ppl i knew but i din give way and the show went quite well other than the er, meet the parent scene where i gave funny lines.

"its ok april. we'll leave this place together, i din know you had such an unreasonable father, we'll leave this place together"

it sounded really weird. and during the solve the problem scene, the bench went in late and heeai, joey and suesin went out late. but nvm lah. small mistake. after that we finished the whole show and i swear i felt so relieved. mummy and dd fetched me home and on the way i lost the flower lynn gave me. the only flower for the whole show!!!

this is a detailed what happened on friday 03/11/06:

i met a new friend. his name is ding jie and he is a guy.

in the morning we had dalt and i fall out once. and after that jiao lian gave a debrief like thing and we will be having a test somewhere in december. then we got back our wallets and we were dismissed and i realised that cassmain got a 100 for her maths which means i lost the bet i made with her wich means a $150 gone! and i started screaming. and we finally went to change. after that we went to bukit timah plaza the kfc and bought food before going to sijia hse. we played card and she served us this tapioca fries thingy which i later took back to sell cos it din taste that nice.

and i was late for fund-raising. but we rocked and we got about $300++. and during that time i met a crazy man who has alot of money who spent $32.50 at our stall buying lots of flowers. his name is ding jie and he is a friend of sok and siewying.

i started going crazy at the busstop and when sok pass me her rose so that she could take of her jacket, i pass it to ding jie and asked him to propose to sok. haha. i took 171 back with bernice and reached home at ard 10 something. i took 920 back.

yesterday:

i spent my whole yesterday watching ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1 and i really like lingzhi. she is so, nice, loyal and i dunno what. but i really like her alot. and xiao yao also not bad but i like zhang1 ting2 more than xiaoyao although when xiaoyao stood up to admit her mistake she was really brave.

in the night ard 2 something, dd came home with late night supper and i went out to eat abit of satay bee hoon. i would have ate more if i werent so tired.

i spent one whole hour blogging. not bad ya? haha. i am lazy.

post number 50!!!!!! hahaha. i have been updating regularly! =D


din blog ytd. came back too late and was tired.

yesterday was choral night performance. it was ok. not that good but not that bad either. good is that people keep telling me that i am very shuai although i think i look very normal. but bad is that i got some lines wrong. haha. behind the scenes i was like so nervous. what if i forget or if shihui forget?? then we will both chu1 chou3. then dunno who say things like nvm, you will be fine de and i dunno. i just was very nervous. but anw i think it went quite well and Mr Tang said "well done" to me! i was happy. Mrs Koh also got say well done! then ppl who saw it alot say i did not bad but i dunno how it went. i was too nervous. there was this funny auntie after the show she saw me and point point and laugh laugh smile smile and all. haha. so funny. dd and mm fetched me home and i lost the rose lynn gave me! the ONLY rose i got!!!

today we had fund-raising and 207 rocked! we got $300++ and it was alot can! today's show was not bad lah and jinqing was very very very cute! haha. me is tired and i want to go sleep liao. =D

its 0000. i am tired.

i slacked my today away again. i am now like chi1 bao3 shui4, shui4 bao3 chi1. lazing away, wasting the time of my precious youth.

tmr is choral night! i hope it comes fast and goes fast! i have been nagging at both my sisters to go study and they wun listen to me. they so bad. both tmr also got exam but they like dun care like that. later tmr dunno how to do how???

and i washed my shoes today. the one i dirtied yesterday during act. talking about it i am aching all over. esp my hands. =S. but i feel like pegging. i mean i like pegging. it brings me great pleasure, joy and pride to see myself peg so fast! ha! i wanna get into CT '08! =D

today i watched ye4 guang1 shen2 bei3 again and i heard a nice and touching sentence which i hope i will be able to find someone who will say it to me. the guy, zheng4 feng1 said, no in fact wished, yuan4 dai4 ta1 shang1, dai4 ta1 tong4, dai4 ta1 bing4, dai4 ta1 si3. and he wished her happiness. so nice right. i wanna watch that show now. i want to finish watching it.

tmr is choral night and i just invited my whole family to come watch me perform. now thinking about it, it might not have been the best right move. nvm. i dun care. no, maybe i do. aiyah, i dun know.

i got back my report book yesterday. i got 70.67% in overall. i am happy. 70.67% it may not be alot compared with other people's 75% or what but i am happy. its not being happy-go-lucky, but i have put in my best effort and this is the result and i should be happy with my own results. shouldn't i?

haha. i am happy.

we had act today. i woke up in the morning at 6.30 and went with dds' car and slept in the car cos i was feeling very upset that i had to wake up so early.

then i ate dinner with dd and mm and i reached school at 8. the minute i reached school i got an sms saying "where are you?" from ju and i got scared. maybe i got the time wrong and i was late!!!

but i wasnt so i met up with them in the canteen. we were late for act by ard 5 minutes i think.

i pitched flag twice and had to leave early cos i had to take report book and got choral night. this might sound ego but i am very happy with the speed i am pegging at. though i have to say my lashings very slow but i peg fast! =D

i got back my report book and i got 70.67%. i am happy with it. remarks were written by li laoshi and she said the normal thing about me shan4 yu2 fa1 yan3, yuan4 yi4 biao3 da2 kan4 fa3, kind of thing. basically quite good. =) i got promoted to sec 3 =) although i hen3 bu4 xiang4 but i keep acting as if i was not promoted. xD

sqms and i went to yuan hans' hse after going coronation and we slacked ard and i came home after yuanhan's hse. i lin2 yu3 from the busstop to yuanhan's hse and now i am sniffing and cold. =S.

i came home, watched tv, and ate dinner. after my mother came home and off-ed the tv because my sisters had to study, i went to sleep and i slept until now. my sisters and everybody was very bu4 shuang3 that i get to sleep from 7 till 10.30 and in between keep trying to break my beautiful sleep. they are just jealous.

anw, during that sleep i had a dream. a very nice one that i rmb quite clearly. it goes that me, ju, zhiyi and jieqi went overseas on a holiday to china. it was either china or taiwan but i was quite sure it was china. then the place was really really huge and there were big buildings everywhere making the place look cheena and yet majestic. we were crossing this bridge and there were nice red big lanterns hung up on the side of the bridge. i rmb me and jieqi keep taking photos on the bridge and ju keep helping us take. i was feeling quite ke3 xi1 cos i din bring a camera with me or somthing like that. the buildings at the back were big and they were really cool. then before anything could happen i got awoken by my mother who was vacumming the floor. so saddening. i want to know what the china in my dreams look like. =(

haha. i hope i get back in this dream tonight. though i know its not quite possible. haha.

i slacked my today away. what do expect from someone whos on a mental holiday?

i woke up at 9. then i went exercising jogging. then i came home cooked myself something to eat, then started watching tv. i watched ye guang shen bei from 10.30 till around 15.50 when huishan called me to help her print something and i helped her print and now its 16.18 and my dd is home so i cannot watch tv anymore!

i am going to watch choral night performance later! meeting huishan at 6. this is the plan...

16.30- bathe
16.50- get ready, pack up and wear socks
17.00- leave the house
17.15- reach library
17.25-17.30- leave library
18.00- reach school.

in between i will catch something to eat. afterall i haven eaten anything since 10.00 this morning.

=D

yesterday was class chalet BBQ. <3s. i woke up at 6.45 ytd morning bathed, went to school in dds car and reached school at 7.45. waited for zhiyi with chris and kai qi and went into the audi. listened to speech by mdm mak, speech by mrs Yu-Foo, and talk by ms wendy chua. she really is quite good a speaker. she got my attention and told the audience about her jing1 li4. i think she would be quite a nice person to talk to, really. then we had break and i ate abit + drank coffee and we went back in.

i should stop drinking coffee, i think i will get addicted to it and later i will have yellow teeth.

then we listen to the "reflections" by our seniors and some of shuqun primary school people. then the seminar ended.

me and zhiyi went to bukit timah food centre to eat and then went to IMM and got a ribbon back for zhiyi's friend at daiso with a pair of socks for me and then slacked around and walked around and went back. i went to school and zhiyi went home.

i waited at hci for lynn and yixian. lynn's mother fetched us to huifun's house and we reached there quite early. then yixian and i walked up and down huifun's neighbourhood and tested the hearts and minds of seveners and realised that out of tianhui, jasmine, shihui and liwen, only shihui and jasmine had nice hearts because they bothered to stop their father's cars and ask if we wanted a lift up. haha.

then we changed into costumes and my back started hurting and i took some photos and yiwei looked really good. then we BBQed. i must add that sheena and i made good chicken wings.

i ate a marshmallow which i din quite like but i like the chocolate. i only ate the chocolate because huifun made it and i must give her face. after that got back into costumes and took another class photo before going home. yiwei won best costume award. 6 of us, bernice, yiwei, yixian, sok and siewying walked down to the bus stop together and yixian left first.then sok and siewying and bernice and me, leaving yiwei all alone waiting for her father.

then when i was reaching plaza, i called yiwei to see if she was safe and she said she was but after that, she smsed back and asked "did you call me just now?" and i said yes i did and i asked her "didn't you answer?" she said yes she did but she didn't know who called her.

then i went to mac to wait for my mummy and we ate there before going home. i bathed and slept immediately after i got home. i slept on the master bed because dd went to drive taxi.

this morning i woke up at 11.45 and went jogging at 12.15. then i met mummy downstairs and i pei2 her to NTUC to buy groceries. then i came home at 1 to eat my breakfast. haha. breakfast at 1. then i came blogging and thats what i am doing now.

yesterday was last day of school. we had the best last day of school. we got scolded. -.- i walked into class and that very moment i got 5 notes. make me feel so loved. sheila's note held the most meaning to me. thank you sheila, i am touched. really. i guess term 3 was the turning point of our friendship. sitting in a group actually changed our perception of each other, from good to bad and i really must say, sheila is nice.

we din play alot of games yesterday and we became vases during level closure but i guess we touched our teachers to an extend. esp ms yeo and ms koh. we got scolded during break and got banned from our class but we want to rmb the good and not the bad right? so i wun say much. after that was farewell for mdm mak and i was touched, almost wanted to cry but didn't because i was with squadmates and dun want to cry in front of them.

after that we had choral night and it lasted until 5 something. then i met up with sqdms and went home. i used the com, compile, finish up proposal and i slept at 3. because of a stupid table(as in the one in word document). damn it i am still pissed can.

this morning, i woke up at 7.30, printed out proposal and went to my mothers' office to finish printing cause my printer showed signs of death. then i put everything in the file and i went to school at ard 9.30. met jiawen on the bus and saw sijia but she was walking so slowly she missed 171. then we slacked ard, eat mac, and went for live shoot.

live shoot was weird. we shot only once. and the gun was oily. haha. after that, i didnt take the school bus to cck interchange, instead i went with huishan to take the straight bus back. me take 975, huishan take 172.

i went to plaza to look for my costume for tmr's bbq and i found masks. and a sword. so i abandoned the face paint idea and decided on a cape, a mask and i would bring a sword. i came home and slacked until now.

tmr's plans.
0800-go to school for the seminar
1300-leave school with zhiyi and go to IMM daiso to buy the huge bowtie i lost.
1600-meet up with the ppl frying rice at huifn's house and go with them to huifun's house to no.1, dress up and no.2, maybe help out abit.
2000-2200-i will go home and blog about it.

yes, thats it.

today was a nice day. i played alot of games with 207 and watched the wonderful powerpoint made by tian hui i think. and we watched "The Mighty" which is a very nice show.

we played er whacko, jacobs ladder of something like this and we played hide- and-seek and i missed winning the game by 1 minute. just one minute and i could have won. and the worst thing id that i was hiding in such an open place with liuyi and yiwei.

and then we played and played and i read abit and i finished reading xue3 ke1 today. the "xue3 zhong1 zhi1 yu4, bi4 neng2 nai4 han2" one. so sad the story. *sniffs sniffs*

and then i went for present making and i went home at 6.15.

i came home and almost missed my stop because i was reading. lucky i recognised joleen's netball junior who alights at the same stop as me and she walked passed me to get off the bus and so i went off the bus with her. =D

i ate cai4 fan4 for dinner and i am very busy today. i need to go do work.

i wasted today away as usual.

i finished reading wang4 fu1 ya2 yesterday night. IN THE TOILET!!! and why is that so?? because my family was all sleeping in the master bed-room and everyone wanted to sleep and i din want to go out alone cos it was scary and my daddy wanted the light off and so i escaped into the toilet to finish reading the book. only the last chapter though. i finished it in less than 5 minutes. the speed at which i read amaze myself.

this morning i woke up at 9.30 and got up and i started writing messages to my classmates. afterall, tmr would be family day and thursday would be last day. must biao3 shi4 yi1 xia4. and may i inform the class here that the card each of you will get is a part of your maths notice board and you must keep it properly and zhen1 xi1 it because of its great significance. its unfair that i bring home the whole maths notice board so i want to share it with all of you and that explains the holes made by staples.

i realised that it is not that very easy to write a message to everyone. its damn hard can. i dun know what i want to say to some and i got alot to say to others and that explains the difference in length of the messages. and joey is special cos she will be getting a message in purple. and i got not enough paper so, jasmine will get a special message on a special piece of paper. afterall jasmine gave great influence to me. real reason is because i din know until i reached register no. 28 and i had to choose one special person from 29-36 and i chose jasmine. jasmine, you must feel honoured.

throughout i keep side-tracking and go on to read my book xue3 ke1. xue3 ke1 = xue3 zhong1 zhi1 yu4 = jade in the snow. theres this sentence in the book which says "xue3 zhong1 zhi1 yu4, bi4 neng2 nai4 han2" and its very inspiring. at least to me and xue3 ke1, it is. and this book has a very sad ending. xue3 ke1 died. =( and i keep having to tell myself, 1) jomain, you are great, you read really fast. you finished 104 pages in less than 1 hr and 30 minutes. and between this time i keep having to force myself back to writing messages because my liang2 xin1 tells me, if anyone of my classmates dun get this, they will be sad.

owen is great man. he can watch the same show 4 times a day, over and over again without getting bored. worst of all he is still engrossed in it. thats what he did. man.

yesterday, my sister had to force owen to go pee before he sleep. she told him this "tonight you 'shhh shhh' (pee) on my bed, i ' shh shh' on you ar!" and he went to pee immediately. so funny. haha.

i am doing work. i feel so busy although holidays are coming. my sad sister is sad. my first day of holiday is her first day of exams. hahaha. i am gloating.

school today was slack. seriously. there was nothing important other than checking of SA results. but i got to read.

i finished 180-17 pages today up till now of wang4 fu1 ya2 and i am going to finish it by today. although its really very difficult to read, after all i am not accustomed to reading from right to left and vertically instead of horizontally but anw, the story is too interesting to stop half-way and stoping half-way is not what jomain does.

i went home after school because i thought squadmates not staying back but they were staying back and i brought the -------- back with me. so i think they couldnt do anything. i went home with yixian and i took 170 because we were taking it together with zihui who is going back to malaysia for her grandfathers 90th birthday. and then i showed yixian the general direction i was going to walk in to reach home and i think it scared her cos 1. there were construction works, 2. it was almost a road that was cutting through the forest, 3. it was deserted. so i think she got worried for my safety and she sent me and sms saying something like "are you home safetly already?" or something like that. haha.

i told mrs koh that i was unable to give her the essay by today and so i think if they sent it to the publisher today, my piece will not be in it. but still i will finish up that narrative and give it to her and if it doesnt get into the Montage she can 1. keep it or 2. return it to me.

i came home and i started eating and reading and i am going to finish the book i very proudly say.

today i woke up at 8.00. and so i took a bath and started writing my narrative after very very long writer's block. then i ended up with 1 page of story before i left for woodlands to meet squadmates. i ate chicken rice while squadmates queued up and waited for char kway teow and chao xia mian and i finished eating when they started.

then we went to library and started discussing about proposal again and i am supposed to do dimensions for ---. i borrowed 3 books which i must say isnt very appealing to me now because all i can think of is proposal and my montage story which i haven finished. i am halfway through and i will bring it to school tmr and ask Mrs Koh for an extension till wed.

tmr i will stay back in school.

hahaha. so i din go to that ill-mannered cousin's birthday party. but that is only because i spent the whole afternoon at the tailor's choosing materials to use for my mother's kindergarten's graduation concert costumes.

i have good colour combination. the clothes i choose are nice. my jie agrees. then we went to raffles hospital for dinner, then went to kallang for a buddhist event.

i got alot to write about.

these 2 things should have been said on friday but i didn't.

1) i got back maths paper and on it, the teacher who marked qn 7 who i dunno who she/he is wrote on my paper,

"i'm impressed with your honesty. Say hi to me the next time you see me."

yeah. if it was me i would have been impressed too. afterall my own honesty impressed myself. i dun know how i was willing to return 2 marks to the teacher so easily but i know, i couldnt have lived with a false mark and i dun understand, really i dun, how someone can. i would let guilt kill me. really. being the rigid person i am, principles and rightness rules my life. i live my every second thinking, what would your conscience say if you did this or what would you think of yourself if you didn't do this??? wow. these thinking leads me to where i am now. if one day, i really go far away from the right route i am supposed to go, please, remind me that i once was such an honest person and wake me up because i am now proud of who i am.

2) ms yeo will be leaving nanyang next year. i want to wish her luck. i feel lucky. out of her precious 4 years she spent in NY, i had 2 years of her teachings which made sense but i have to admit there were some which i din fully agree with. i feel, of course, a sad sense in me because she is leaving but she feels that its better if she taught in a neighbourhood school, what else can i comment about??? all i can ask is if she will leave me a way to stay in contact with her constantly. and that is uninclusive of her handphone number because i cannot possibly call her every now and then and say... i dun even know what i want to say to her but... argh. i am messed up!



i finished reading yan1 suo3 zhong4 lou3 already. we shall call it book 50 here. and i finshed xin1 yue4 ge2 ge4 which will be called book 49 ard 2 years ago. i made an analysis of both these books and i am going to type it here.

Book 49 and 50 are both qiong2 yao2 books belonging to a series called the yong3 heng2 series. these 2 book are more special as compared to other books in qiong2 yao2 series and you will know why if you read on. these 2 books, they have romance in them, but what is different id that these 2 kind of 'love' portrayed are more unaccepted by not only their families, their closest people, but also unaccepted by the customs then.

49, it talks about the story of a princess who lost her parent due to war. she was saved together with her brother by a man, a general to be exact, and this man is old enough to be her father. this man, he has a wife and 2 children already, his oldest son being of an age even older than the princess but yet, the princess fell in love with the general. this love between the guy who is much older than the girl was unaccepted by the people then and the both main characters died in the end. but it was a beautiful death as said in the book.

50, it is almost similar to 49, only the love was unaccepted not because of the character's age but because of their status. the guy wanted to marry a widow who was also his sister-in-law. and it was wrong then because of the "zhen1 jie2" a widow must have then. "zhen1 jie2" meaning i marry you now, i will be yours forever till i die. this kind of thinking, the woman's own sense of responsibility refrained her from "si1-ben1-ing" with the guy. and this made everything very complicated and irritating because the reader is almost dying from pain that the girl goes through and yet they dun get together when they had the chance to. but in the end they did have a happy ending which i thought wasn't quite that good.

so these 2 are different in terms of the kind of unaccepted love but yet similar in the pains that both couples had to go through to get that acceptance. these books are almost painful to read because they feel as if they were "jiao3-ing" your heart but you feel so relieved when they end up good, together.

i am going to start on the article for Montage now like i promised.

i feel very dui4 bu4 qi3 my squadmates. every time they meet i will have something on.

yesterdays' dinner was nice. i reached the place at 7.35 and we were late! and later when we went in, the restaurant was only half-filled. dinner started at 9. -.- do you know how much impact bu4 shou3 shi2 people have on wedding dinners??? i am so pissed. hai my gastric fa1 zuo4. the bride was very fat and the groom was very old. i know its mean but its fact.

we had er, crispy roasted chicken, sliced abalone with mushrooms, noodles, steamed prawns in bamboo basket, the starting dish of every wedding dinner, fish (garoupa), and scallop with lots and lots of veggie. the food was nice. we had yam and pumpkin for desert.

the waiter who was serving my table was so shuai!!! he was really patient too you know. afterall, he could stand my ill-mannered cousin's impoliteness and troublesome-ness so he must be quite patient. and he had a jin1 ren2 he4 (all in) feel.

i ate lots of chocolate before the dinner started. the chocolate was nnniiiiccceeee.

i am going to start writing the essay for Montage later maybe at my aunt's hse for which i am going because of that ill-mannered cousin's birthday party which my mum says i must go. he is an idiot can. he is the only cousin who is what, 7 years my junior and calls me by my name??? and he cant even pronounce my name properly. jomin jomin jomin. what the hell. i dun like him. alot alot. and i have to attend his birthday party. this is like so sad.

i am going to eat my breakfast now. i am hungry and angry. pissed.

today was not that good a good day.

morning 2-7 discussed alot of things. it actually set me out thinking how true are people's heart when they actually say something and how much do they mean it?? nvm. i have my own thinking and it may seem quite cynical so i wun fa1 biao3 my thinking here.

then i keep thinking, what is good and what is bad and how exactly do you differentiate good from bad and bad from good. oh, i am doing too much thinking.

then i slept for 10 minutes before we went for the fruit hunt. then we missed the sec 3 project viewing and later we played dingbats and practiced half a time of drama.

then i went home with yixian before i left her at the busstop to take 171. then i came home, got ready and bathe, changed until now i am waiting for my sister and owen to finish bathing. =D

wedding dinner later. i will be sitting near the VIP table. so excited. right.

i am happy.

today was just PW briefing, and i think i want to sign up for SMP(science mentorship programme or something like that) and do either the defence one with yinhwee or do with ju either the bio one or the weather one. later they all decide dun do i die...

then we had choral night practice and we thought of singing mai ham song like a choir but our suggestion was immediately rejected by huifun who can really imitate very very well. melissa aslo disagreed so in the end we din do it. i read alot and most of the time and estella passed me the slip and this is what it said.

Dear Jomain,

Montage needs contribution on National Education themes.
It can be essays, narratives, poem, opinions.
Suggested ideas- homeland security; inter-racial relations, education.
School themes like- your feelings about school, your uniform, etc.

Please take your time to write and these themes and submit your pieces to me next week. (Monday)
Thank You
Mrs Koh


this is so unlike me. how can i possibly be chosen to write an essay in english??? i am like those kind of people who will write nonsense that even i think sounds nonsensical. but nevertheless, i shall put my best in it. the 2 topics that hit me are homeland security and uniforms. but i shall see first. i shall go to the heritage corner tmr and look up the history of nanyang uniform.

drama was -.- mr tang insists that i look gay. and he told me to put a pen in my pocket to look more male. hahha.

present making was successful. we finished quite alot of work which of course i will not name. but it was really good. we put our hearts into it and zhiyi can really draw. she mo2 fang3 the font until very nice.

we as in me and my family went to turf city giant to buy stuff but couldnt find anything. so we went to causeway point and we bought glass things that i shouldnt touch cos i am 'the breaker'.

i came home, bathed and watched fairy of the chalice and i like zhang1 ting2 and the gong1 zhu3 in the show. they are both very cute people.

then i managed to convince my computer to connect to internet and now i am blogging. xD

i am very happy.