i have a feeling i can read the future.

ytd, my daddy was fetching me to school as usual. i was thinking that maybe this is one of the days that my daddy will over shot and miss the exit he was supposed to exit at and true enough, he did! and he scolded me stupid.

again, on my home ytd, i was walking home from the bus stop when i felt that someone wazs following me. i turned and saw a bearded looking dark chinese and he looked rather gangster-ish just that hes abit older. scared that he was really following me, i let him walk in front of me and i started thinking, what would happen if he sexually harrased me. then i came up with all sorts of scenarios and ways to protect myself. then the next morning which is this morning, li lao shi came in and she said that we were going to discuss about xing4 sao1 rao3. i got really shocked.

then again, there was once, when i went to btp for the first time. it was fine at first until i went into the toilet. it was my first time there and i swear i saw the toilet before. in my dreams as i remember.

then i got really scared as i put all this together and these are not the only three times.

then i talked to mrs koh about it and she told me that she is guessing that it might be because i am an observant person, as she feels about me, and that i sub-consciously take in info and form a thinking or scenario about it. Even in my dreams. she says that there is nothing wrong about this and it was quite a good skill in fact and she asked me why i was scared about it.

and i said that that was because it was unnatural and unusual to know stuff before you experience it and it is scary. but bernice however insists that knowing the future before hand is a good supernatural ability. but i do not think so.

so mrs koh asked me to keep a journal or a written record about these stuff so that i can know whether it is just that i am too observant or that i have premonitions. which is why i am writing this now.

now, i must say that today is not a good day. i spent 2 hours at macdonalds with bernice lin and only managed to study the definition of ONE geography word. Atmosphere. atmosphere can be explained as a blanket of air surrounding the earth and it absorbs energy from the sun so that we have a moderate temperature when we are living here. (: