hello! i would like to inform one and all that i have changed my no. please do not call 91814160 because all you will hear is: sorry the starhub number you have dailed is currently not in service, thank you. get my new number from me. or i will send an sms once i get all contacts in order. =D

from ytd to today, i slept for a total of 12 hours. i woke up at 12.18 this morning. an1 le4 xing3. went to mm office and slack. then change SIM card. got a new no. realised that they cut off my old line at 1500. and busied myself with my contacts. went to fajar 410 to look for jiawen who was visiting her cousins. then passed her my SANA questionnaires and mahjong paper 10 pieces. i will send her my report later. just finished it.

going to malacca on sunday night, monday morning. driving in. why is it sunday night monday morning? because if you set off at an unearthly hour of 0400, do you call it night or morning? 0400 people sleeping will call it night. afterall if you pee in your bed while sleeping at 0400 you will say "i peeed in my bed last night.". however, if you look at a digital watch, at 0000, it will tell you the date of what you call tmr so i am leaving singapore in between sunday night and monday morning. will get something back from malacca for sqdms and some ppl. i very sad leh. later go thailand that time must buy again. hai. burnt a hole in my pocket, burnt a hole in my pocket. anw, im only coming back on friday night. dd says i will get tired of malacca in 2 days time but i think not. afterall i havent been there.

happalighted.

din go to school today. not feeling well. spent my whole morning sleeping. woke up at 11.15. hope this doesnt last till next monday. if not dunno how to go malacca. sigh.

reading. nothing to do. just finished lunch. no tv to watch. listening and drowning myself in NP songs. i feel bbbaaddd.

i need 2 more ppl to finish my questionnaire for SANA assignment. hope i can get it done by tmr.

sad.

the thing i type in to blog suddenly went blue. i think its my com. i'll try again later. nvm blue looks quite cool anw.

puuuuuullllllled myself up from bed this morning. and i really was taking my own sweet time to bathe and wash up. went to school and we finished some things. then we went for lunch. i went to esso sqdms went coro. cos i had no money. huishan brought her own lunch so she went with me. i ate maggie mee which i dun quite like becos its not very spicy and not very tasty. it just lacks something.

left school after lunch and headed for jurong point. took 174. it wasnt double decker. i wanted to go library but got no time le because mm, jie and mei was reaching soon. so we watched happy feet and i dun quite like the show cos i think its quite impossible but nvm. it was still good.

went to library to borrow dead guilty and i got it. jurong west library is really good man. so huge and the books there are really GREAT. they have so many variety. i want to go there very very often.

came home and thats it. going to listen and hypnotise myself in NP songs before tmr and read at the same time!

got to be in school early tmr. aiyah. feeling weird. nose and throat all giving me problems. hope it gets better.

so. campcraft theory test is over. i think i will pass, but my pressure lamp is..... how can nut become corner and glass chimney become glass cylinder??? and pump was so easy yet it became pumping mechanism. what in the world am i doing???

however, my tent pitching and flag went quite well(i hope) and my answers were filled in fully until got not enough space but still, it was very pretty.

after campcraft test i took the nylon home and i went to mm's office to fetch cassmain actually but in the end i din fetch her home because i stayed there myself. then i ate and at 2.00 i slept. until 4.00. i had a weird dream about a tiny tiger at the window grill and many many small lions on the pane. they were alive mind you and it was scary. but it wasnt the kind of scared that will make you shiver, its just worry that it will pounce on you kind of thing. anw, it was quite funny if you think about it now.

then i went to plaza and i walked with jie, mei and mm. i bought meatball soup and pig's stomach if thats what you call it and i liked the soup cos got salty vegetable. then i bought a bag. a very huge one. its orange. next year school bag. its a 2 in 1 bag actually and it looks very very good. ya. =)

i am very happy with my bag. =D

i studied all the notes but nothing seems to be getting inside me. this is bad. very bad.

just came back from me grandma's house. ate dinner there, bought goods and slept in the car on my way back. very nice sleep.

yesterday dreamt about aeroplanes. no. this is not good. i am going keesiao watching chong shang yun xiao. this is bad.

going off.

want to blog about this. we had a lucky draw on BBQ night. i got to choose the number and i chose 039. mei took 038 and the others were 037, 040, 048. 039 got me a hot water flask, 037 a slow cooker, 040 a grill oven. the others i cannot remember. but i was very disappointed in what 039 got me. i was expecting 039 to get top prize (DVD player) since 39 is such a beautiful number!!! so upset.

anw, i just went to IKEA. bought a shoe rack for my ginger plant. its growing very nicely.

observation:

1. young leaves of a ginger plant come from another leaf that is sort of rolled up. its very cute.
2. the plant grows at approx 1 new leaf per day.
3. the roots of a ginger plant is white.
4. the plant's stem grows in sections. each section has around one leaf.
5. my plant is growing.

anw, my pot is rather big. for my small young nice beautiful ginger plant.

i finished studying up till pressure lamp now and i am confident of passing. however, i still have no idea what a pressure lamp is. but i know that a pressure lamp works on not only fuel but pressure as well. although i dunno what that means. nvm. i will figure that out.

i am finishing xin you qian qian jie. my tv is OFFICIALLY spoilt. i can do magic. it auto-offs 5 seconds after the first try and 2 seconds for subsequent tries. not bad ar. quite cool right.

shall publish it here. i am happalighted. (look down for meaning, its very far down.)

campcraft theory test on monday! studying. imagine what if i fail my theory test??? thats so painful. then i would have failed 2 tests in a row althought NWZ retest i passed lah but still failing is no good.

must study. just finished stopper knots and loop knots, lashings and aiyah, just knots and lashings lah. going on to the others later. will get jie or mei to test me. i will pass. no i must pass.

i just went to senja grand and bought myself 3 huge bounce rubber balls and i am very happy with them. its raining now. jiawen must be going keesiao. then i went to plaza with jie to print photos for her friend shaun's birthday. he going to have a great brithday i tell you. jie is putting in so much preparation work together with xinxian and aiky. sigh. if only someone would do that for me.

must go study le, still got alot to go. listening to da chang jin. haha.

i am feeling so unwell. just returned all my books other than xin you qian qian jie. mei got mm to get her goong soundtrack. jie and i just visited sans book shop at bukit batok and we came back empty handed. yah. i just went to west mall and now i am back.

ytd's BBQ was fun to an extend. i finished dead secret ytd. ending was not as bad as huishan made it to be but was quite gross. rabbits. eewww.

played monopoly and ate mac at 3 something today. found an orange bounce ball that a-feng in chong shang yun xiao likes to play with. wonder if his studying method will work. will try it for campcraft theory test. must start studying le! this is bad. what if i fail my theory?? no this is bad. i must study.

i want to watch happy feet and step up. they all look very nice. and i still want to read dead guilty. plus all the others in the diane fallon series. patricia cornwell's predator and the others written by her dont appeal to me that much. dunno why. i just returned them.

i want to buy another bounce ball. will be good if it can bounce very nicely. not like this one, covered with dust. and i just bought many many wooden toys together with my jie and mei. might have fun doing them.

i will look for another rubber bouncing ball tmr at senja grand.

hahhaa. i cut my hair again. wahaha. i think the guy thought i was guy lor. so funny.

went to school today. met up with sqdms. educated 4 ppl and i am left with 2. i am finishing soon!!!!! tmr got Dalt. i not going.

BBQ later. not excited cos its raining. how to BBQ in the rain. wonder wonder. hahha.

meimei wants to use com and i am left with 4 minutes. i still need to publish this and my laggy com takes a long time.

thanks chengxin, bear, chris and kexin for letting me educate you! =)

going to read dead secret. looking for dead guilty. maybe i will buy it from 2nd hand store. =D then can bring overseas. i dun like the idea of bringing library books overseas. will return all my books before i go. going malacca and thailand! =)

me is happy.

i haven blogged for very long le. its like monday tuesday and today. anw. sunday was very fun!!!!

sunday:

squad steamboat. we were supposed to meet at marinabay mrt at 4. so me and jiawen decided to meet at cck mrt at 3. and i was punctual. i reached at 2.55. but jiawen was late!!!! she reached at 3.15 and made yinhwee very pissed cos she wait for very very very long! then we reached jurong east at 3.24 when we could have reached at 3.02. haha.

sat with many many sqdms the train to marina bay. then reached at 4.06. waited for some other sqdms. then left the mrt station. actually we wanted to find some bus to go to zhen fa huo hai xian one but in the end we got convinced by one uncle who say will give us pay $10 per person without drinks so we went up the van lor. i tell zhiyi maybe the person guai3 dai4 xiao3 hai2 one. then we all laugh.

ate steamboat. started at 4.30 something. till 5 something. then we went to fly kite. not successful at first but sqdms later got the kite up in the sky.

ard 7 something mm and dd came with many many people. xiao gugu they all and they eat at another table. but it started to rain so sqdms went home while i waited cos i couldnt eat anymore. haha.

monday:

SANA course. i passed the test. actually not very difficult de lah except for one qn i dunno whether trick or not. the motto of SANA one. i thought to strive towards a drug-free singapore was the mission. but everyone say it was true. i also dunno lah.

had role play. wasnt quite successful. but nvm. anw, i got to know new ppl from other ugs. theres dannial from NCDCC from st hilda's and vignesh from st margrets NPCC. actually i should have known vignesh earlier just that i din know her name. but now i know le!

tuesday:

my sister made me pack and changed table with her. used from 2.30 till at night 9.45. of course got 1 hour break in between to watch goong. after cassmain was done she just left me to pack the whole room which was in a mess. but anw, we got our tables changed. and now i packed up all my stuff.

goong's last episode. very nice and touching. i will buy the cd lah. and i want to watch chong shang yun xiao also. yah.

today:

just woke up. tired. actually nothing much to do lah. will finish packing up my stuff and table for new books. get some things done and read.

not ready to talk about it yet. still upset and quite tense. dun feel normal.

i just came back from breakfast with my mm at senja grand. so its decided that we wun be going to kusu island today and jasmine's birthday is tmr and not today.

i am still considering whether to link 6P people or not and decided that i shall still be involved in 6P stuff so i will still link them. asking them to link me is another problem altogether.

something very funny happened at the coffee shop just now. i was supposed to buy milo ice ice milo from the drinks stall and so. but i went to the drinks stall and there were so many people there fighting to buy drinks so i waited and waited and i waited for up to 10 minutes and i still haven ordered. i was like watching a show kinda thing how the people were fighting to order their drinks. and then my mm came and 2 minutes later we were off with our drinks. haha. so funny. i just cannot fight to order drinks.

later having dinner with sqdms and relatives. how is that possible? well, we are going to marina and i got my whole family realatives of my father side to go there so that i can be at both birthday parties at the same time. hahahaha. so funny. lalalala. i will be stuck between both. but i think i will be with sqdms more than aunties, uncles and their spouses. haha.

i am still reading dead secret. i want dead guilty.

me is happy.

today is totally a slackish day. it doesnt even feel like a day. i woke up at 11.30, ate and read and slept again at 3.30. today is xiao mei's birthday! i sent her an sms and she called me si4 jie3! which is wrong because huishan is si4 jie3, me is fifth in line!

hahaha. tmr might be going to kusu island. then go to marina eat dinner with sqdms. steamboat. sijia wants everyone to wear skirt but i say no! lalala. i will not lah. so short time ask me how to find a presentable skirt. not say presentable skirt lah. even want me to find a skirt other than my NY skirt and NP u, is difficult liao lor! sigh. nvm.

my com just threatened to hang. tmr is jasmaine's birthday. not the NY jasmine. is my cousin's birthday. they having celebration but i will not be going. i go eat dinner in celebration of xiao mei's birthday with sqdms!

me and my sisters have a dream. we want to open a candy shop! me will still be a gynecologist but will spend money in investment for my sister's candy shop! i will have a place in case i lose my job as a doctor which is always possibly. seriously. of course if juliying really opens a clinic i will take that job doing something i want to do rather than take the second choice of joining my sister but in case she doesn't that leaves as safety net.

i watched goong and is now getting quite hooked on to it. i like the part when caijing say that even after 25 000 000 years when everything repeats itself in cycle, she will continue to love xin jun which is very very touching. i like her voice. abit hoarse abit gentle kind.

i want to read dead guilty. i am excited. =)

emotions. they are a difficult thing to talk about. but i guess i interpret it this way:

one person's emotions can generally be divided into 3 levels. the superficial, make-some-difference, and the deep levels.

the superficial level of one's emotions is the most easy to move and change. for example you read a book and you get upset or happy over what is happening and that emotional change is a change in the superficial level. it is because it is not a kind of emotion pain or happiness that will leave a deep great impact on the person and it normally changes from day to day.

the second level of emotions. make-some-difference. this is a deeper kind of change in emotion that will stay for a longer period of time. usually 3-4 days of even longer. this is the kind of emotion change that will occur if you have a quarrel with your closest friend, your siblings, parents, or people you care for. this is a kind of emotion that will leave a difference in you, causing a something like a reminder that tells you: "do not do this again." or "it will hurt her and you do not want to do that."

the third level and also the deepest kind will leave great impact. an example will be saying you lost a loved one and it literally means lose and not just thinking you lost him or her. it is a change that will take years and years and years of recovery yet this kind of change cannot be healed. or to look more to the positive side, it is when you find your true love, someone to entrust your life to, and you feel happiness and that happiness sinks in.

emotions bring about pain and many claim that "time will heal all wounds". but honestly, i beg to differ. emotions can heal wounds, but not all wound can be healed completely. imagine losing your dearest kin. time will make you move on with life, it will teach you to carry on living for the living. but the pain will never cease to exist. it will remain there, just buried deep inside.

above is just my view of life and things and its is said simply just applying it to myself. it is not quoted, neither copied from another website or blog.


we had dalt today. wu shi throughout. i will aim to be a better shiwei and stop stopping my shitou from qishi-ing. haha. went to plaza with yuanhan, huishan and jiawen. ate at kfc, went to library to read and i finished one grave too many. now reading dead secret.

watched goong. read. got lost in my own world where i like to hide from pain. pain that i inflict on myself. i am making myself upset even though i know i have no need to be.

sok's in 305 too. she say one. she sms me then i call her. homestly, ytd i din notice her name. i thought she was in 306. nvm. shes a comfort to me. she will be there for me and help me take my waterbottle when i forget! seems just a few months ago that she was telling me: "next year go sec 3 who help you take your waterbottle?" now i dun have to worry! haha. thanks sok! i appreciate it! =)

class allocation is out. and i dun like it. guess i am fated to be a squad loner for all 4 years bah. i will be in 305.

huiqing's in 305 too. zihui, liwen and me. someone i dun want to mention. sqdms should know who. but nvm. chi1 de2 ku3 zhong1 ku3, fang1 wei2 ren2 shang4 ren2. i shall be ren2 shang4 ren2!

305. i shall maintain an objective opinion about it. hais. really. what was i expecting?? with such bu4 shang4 bu4 xia4 de results. cannot go higher and cannot go lower. what did i expect to get? nope. i am not in the same class as any sqdm, it would be better if i were. nope. neither am i in the same class as chengxin or anyone i thought i wanted to be with. i am sad.

we went to school. did quite some things. ate ice cream at KAP. came home.

i am sad and upset!

today is a useless day. i woke up at 9.00 took a book "one grave too many" and lied in my bed until 10. din go to school cos got no skirt!!!! bathed and played a stupid game with my sister on the computer.

ate breakfast, bread + chicken rice, drank lemon barley. =) was just finishing the pack of food when zhiyi called me to try to persuade me to go to school but i still din go. took the book and started reading until 2.45.

then i slept until 6.48. not bad ya. 4 hours straight. but tomorrow must go school le. if not very bad leh! xD

i am bored today. but i am lazy too. feel so mean. pangseh zhiyi and huishan. haha. they were the only 2 squadmates in school today! watching superstar now. looking for a girl i like. "no. 1818" i think.

later the chong1 shang3 yun2 xiao1 i wanna watch. my jiejie's macho man. and my pprrreeetttyy girl. i like ye4 xuan1.

playing games. =)

today is a nice day. we had act!

i ate breakfast with mm and dd and i ate prawn mee soup with a cup of bua4 xio1 coffee! then i chi1 bao2 bao3 go to school for act.

act was nice! me was clove hitcher for first pitch and i was quite unhappy becos i wanna be pegger but i cannot always be pegger if not others cannot be pegger so i was clovehitcher. so i tie clove hitch lor. first pitch not bad only. 22 minutes ++ and i din see the end analysis maam gave us. i go see from zhiyi the next time i see her!

second pitch was friendly competition and we lost! although our quality was the best. all ticks! i was pegger and i got good pegging(maam say de)! haha. ego. nvm. anw our flag was straight and timing was 16.33.

so because we lost we had to do forfeit and sqdms wanted us to catwalk! nvm. catwalk better than pole dancing. so me and ju decided to be different. i go out first, then ju join me then we hold hands walk back! haha. so funny.

after act we went to coro buy ice cream. very nice de you know. i came back with jiawen on the bus and i told her that i wanted to take tuition and she gave me all sorts of ideas. maybe bah. maybe i really will take. must think about it first.

then i went to library and borrowed books! weird that i din borrow a single chinese book. all huishans influence. then i went to popular and i saw 3 interesting books. also mystery. written by Qiu Xiaolong. death of a red heroine. a loyal character dancer. when red is black. all about this inspector chen. i think i will like it. but all $17.80. maybe i buy second hand de. =) buy 1 first. if i dun like than say.

anw my dd doesnt like me to read "nonsense books" anything non-fiction to him is nonsense. maybe someone should convince him otherwise. hais.

tmr i can sleep! i will read the books i borrowed. =) me is happy.

today is monday. and i had monday blues.

i am having trouble waking up. i woke up at 9. yesterday zhiyi say go to school at 10.30 and i promise to be there on time. so i went to beauty world to buy zippers and the auntie din have short zippers and so i bought long ones and i CUTTED them. and i reached school at 1015 and ZHIYI WAS LATE!!!!!!! she say cannot late and she was late! ##$$%^&*&%$@())(*&^%$">##$$%^&*&%$@())(*&^%$#@*@)&!!!!!

anw, my jie is sitting next to me now and she is insisting that i cannot have monday blues because i woke up at 9 and she woke up at 6.45. but who cares. i have monday blues because i say i have.

so i went to school and we din do what we were supposed to do. instead we did what we were not supposed to do. of course its sensitive issue now at this point in time so i wun say anything.

so i came at 5+++ and i saw my NEW WASHING MACHINE!!!! i want to be a washing machine. its so cool! it gets soaked in water day in day out and it spinns!!!!! you should see it! its cool. really. its a topload and its grey-ish white. i said it before but i must say it again. lalala.

i bought 2 pairs of earings from yinhwee and its for my jie. actually i din buy it. my jie did. lalala. one is a gingerbread couple and another is marshmallows.

tmr got act! 2 tent sets and 6 flag sets! they are all with me. if i dun go tmr (fall sick, stomach ache, vomit, fall down, accident, family matters, parents divorce, feel like going overseas, just plain lazy, overslept[highest possibility]) everybody die. lalalalala.

got amc tmr. ppl who pay money and forget, good luck! ppl who din pay money and go, stupid. ppl who pay money and go, its 0900-1000 at school! ppl who din pay, please cherish your time and sleep because ppl like me have to go to school. lalalalala.

i am happy. and free.

zhiyi and jieqi came my house today. we were very efficient and we finished alot.

i slept at 3 yesterday because i watched qian4 nv3 you1 hun2 but i nvr watch finish because halfway i was too tired and so because of that i fell alseep but still i slept at 3am. i woke up early, very very tired but still, i woke up and after that i washed up and cooked campbell soup because mm and dd went to church and haven come back yet. and so i drank the soup and i made zhiyi wait for 10 minutes.

after i met zhiyi, we walk the pasar malam because jieqi haven reach yet and we walked to plaza to buy bread. and while queing at the NTUC, jieqi callled and we made her wait for 10 minutes. haha. so i brought them to my house and we ate. zhiyi eat long john sliver, me ate roti prata and jieqi ate bread.

then we started work and we finished more than what we expected. it went very well.

they left my house at around 5 something and later i came home and bathed again. then we went down to senja grand to eat dinner and we ate curry fish head. theres this cute jiejie at the coffee shop and shes very funny. she knows my family cos we always eat at the stall and she very nice to us de.

we walked the pasar malam again and walked one big round home. came home and watched bao4 xiao4 xin1 ren2 wang2 and the winner was quite expected although not who i hope for. then i wanted to blog but the internet wouldnt cooperate until now. my new washing machine is coming tmr. i am so excited.

going to school tmr. will meet sqdms at 10.30 tmr. i will not be late. i promise.


p.s. promises are meant to be broken.

this morning we went alot of places. we as in me, my mm and my dd. we went to audiohouse and courts to look for a washing machine and we wanted a cheap one because the old one died.

also, my tv officially DIED. xD it can do magic. you on it hor, it will off itself after 4-8 seconds. and i have to watch tv on the small old yet steady tv. the small tv is as old(even older) as me. not bad ya? haha.

anw, we finally went to courts and found a nice top load one which can take up to 6.5kg of load. i wanted the 8.5 one but it cost $$$499 and its very very expensive. its greyish-white and its very cool. it will be sent to my hse on monday. anw, after we chose the washing machine, we went to look for TVs. but they were all flat tvs and flat tvs = expensive tvs = cannot buy and so we din buy a tv. so in the end, the washing machine cost $264 + $29.90(delivery charge) = $293.90. and after that, my mummy want to go to beautyworld and buy her concert costume and so i thought might as well buy materials for ---- and so i went but in the end we spent more than 30 minutes there and my dd has no more time to sleep and he got pissed.

see, my dd drove taxi ytd and he is going to drive today and he din sleep ytd so he has to sleep now but i wasted so much of his time and he was so pissed waiting he got even pisser. so he got a black face on the way back. xD

tmr is sunday. sqdms coming over to make ---. i know what i want to do liao. will tell them tmr.

owen wants to play thomas on the com liao. shall end here.

i am happy. =)

i just finished washing 2 pairs of shoes.

dalt today. we learn how to bai3 the mandrin oranges. and jiao lian says to get dui lian for next year and next year is zhu1 nian2 so we shall give zhu1 peng2 gou2 you3 and zhu1 gou3 bu4 ru2! haha. dumb. my shi tou and i have good coordination and i am going to call her tonight to see if she has done her 30 pumpings. must lian4 leh! if not she drop the lion on me ar, i will cry leh!

after dalt we all went to bukit timah plaza to eat kfc! i ate my first banditto pockette! quite nice lah! and i started telling sqdms about my family stories. so funny. then we bacame you1 dang4-s and walked ard bukit timah plaza. yinhwee wants a planner for next year and i want a new bag. huishan and i also decided to go buy books on the 11th of dec! actually on 10th de. but 10th is a sunday and its not open! so we changed it to 8th but i am overseas and i forgot until i told huishan that i am going malacca on from the 4th to the 8th than she remind me! so stupid. so its changed to the 11th! ok decided.

then i came home and i wanted to wash my shoes and i decided to wash my meimei's as well and save:

1. water. do you know you use more water to wash 2 shoes seperately than to wash them together?
2. strength. see if i wash for my mother then i save strength for her!

so i wash and i wash. and in the end my sister's shoe got a tiny hole i think caused by me. and my half brown shoes became half brown of a much much much lighter shade. =) i might be going out later!

i want to buy a new bag.

today i went swimming soaking. and it pleases myself to look at my burnt tanned shoulders. =D

i woke up the moment my sisters left for school which was at ard 9 and i had roti prata for breakfast. i watched ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1 until 10 and told myself i must rush for the 11 o'clock sun. and so i rushed, kept the clothes, packed the bed, packed my bag and i got into the swimming pool at choa chu kang at 1115. i soaked till 13.15 and i went to bathe and it pleased me, yes it did, to see my darker shoulders. =)

i went to mummy's office after having a nice tour on 307 which i am not so familar with and almost got lost. the bus uncle was really pissed with some sec school students and i dunno what school they came from. he took 3-5 minutes at a deserted bus stop to calm down before going again.

i went to mummy's office and slacked my time away and i came up with a new signature. its not really nice but its better than the last one. and after that i actually wanted to go with mm to boon lay de but in the end didnt because one taxi = 4 passengers and there were 5 of us there and so to save money i came home with my sister. anw i had no business there. but i realised that i left my wallet and my hp at my mummy's office so luckily auntie koo was still there. she got my wallet for me and i met her and we went to plaza together, with my sister. after that we on our way home walked the pasar malam and i bought a hard handphone cover. its blue =)

theres dalt tmr. i will be tired. hais. but i am happy. =)

today is wednesday. my sqdms came over to my hse and we slacked. cooked maggie mee, watched finding nemo, played harry potter. we slacked my whole day away. and my hse is messy. sijia cannot wash bowls properly and yinhwee can cook really nice noodles. today is a happy day.

tmr cassmain has school and i am free and so i will go ard looking for courses to sign up for because i promised yinhwee to make my good use of this holiday and cong1 shi2 myself and not waste my youth and the way to do that is to take up courses that i dun usually take and maybe get something out of it.

i changed my links page and instead of going vertical they are horizontal now. but i have to ask soggy if she can help me with my archives. cos they are still vertical.

i shall slack my tmr away. anyway, i am now in the mood to slack. i want to go buy books. and a new bag! talking about holidays, i think they grow worse and worse by the year. my mm has no more time to go shopping with me and my sisters and although holidays are still holiday and they still feel holiday-ish, they're just not the same anymore. :(

if anyone buys ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1, be sure to watch disc 14 and 15. in disc 14, around 30.00 minutes, there will be this line thats really funny. and in disc 15, the most touching part is when lingzhi and her mother xiang1 ren4. i like lingzhi. shes very loyal. and cute. haha.

i made a new friend yesterday on msn. actually i've seen her before but i din really know her. she's lydia's guzheng friend. her name is chengxin. haha. shes very cute. really. potential sec 3 classmate. haha. we will know on the 17th.

my ankle hurts. i thought the last time was worse than this but this is actually worse than the last time. if it doesnt get better by next monday, mummy will bring me to a chinese doctor.

i am slacking.

just came back from school. having really sore hands and skin. haha. pegging was fun!

had act today. pitched flag throughout most of the act. our timing improved alot alot. from 28.16 to 20.48! very great improvement can! me was lasher for first 2 pitches. then i was pegger for last pitch. but honestly i prefer being pegger. here's my timing:

1st pitch:(lasher)
target: 30.00
orientate: 2.20
roundlash: 4.13
clove hitch: 14.38
whole pitch: 28.16

2nd pitch:(lasher)
target: 27.00
orientate: 2.13
roundlash: 3.41
clove hitch: 10.09
whole pitch: 22.02

3rd pitch:(pegger)
target: 21.45
1st peg: 1.50
2nd peg: 3.27
3rd peg: 4.20
ABU: 4.31-6.02
whole pitch:20.48!!!

it was very good improvement ya? and they were all 3-men flag! but i think i should speed up on my ABU. 2 minutes is too long!!!

then sqdms actually want to come my hse de but they decided not to so i am here blogging. i got a blister during 3rd pitch and i broke that blister while pulling guy-line with sijia. so now my hand hurts.

i want to sleep!

anw i just went to class blog and everyone's typing er, touching posts and tags which i dun want to read. not that i am unfeeling or something but i just cant produce such a post so i decided to avoid it by not posting or tagging. and i think sok should make everyone admin. afterall we are a class and we should decide on it all together. =D

i am painful. my ankle hurts and my finger and hands are sore!

i feel stupid. and dumb. i fell again. and this time it was chasing after the bus. my left ankle hurts. and my jie says i should get another guard.

i finished watching ye guang shen bei yesterday. the ending was dumb like all endings but i still like the show. its very nice.

today i pulled myself up to go to school at 9 just to meet deborah and give her her calender and meet ju to give her yunghian's watch and also to see what sub allocation i got. so i went to school and gave deborah her calendar and i saw that i got into 3 sciences and i gave ju yunghian's watch and i went home. i spent 1 hour 15 minutes on journey and 30 minutes in school.

on the way home, i ran after the bus on the overhead bridge but i missed it and so i took 67 to chase after the 171 and when the 67 won the 171, i alighted and wanted to take the 171. but the 171 din see me and almost went away. lucky i ran and he saw me but i "kiak" my ankle and now its painful. but luckily i got the bus.

now my ankle hurts but its not as bad as the last time but my jie says i should get another guard and i think i should too.

theres act tmr. after that got present making! yay! =D

lalala.

din blog yesterday... you know why? because everytime i decide to blog, the internet has to die on me and when i get so pissed i decide not to blog and watch tv, the internet becomes fine. so i decided to carry on watching tv. so i din blog.

this is a detailed what happened on thursday 02/11/06:

that night was our choral night. i went to school in the morning at say 10.00 and we practiced. it was quite fine other than some parts me became bored and din take it seriously and blah blah blah. after that ard 11.45, i went with estella, joey and zihui to KAP to have lunch. i ate mc spicy and on the way there, joey started ignoring estella and estella decided to ignore joey and so they took each other as though they were invisible. hahah. so funny. when we walked into KAP i saw stephanie maam and she was alone until later she left when i was about to leave.

so we ate and after we finished went back to class to change for full dress rehersal. and during full dress rehersal, shihui forgot her lines!!!! so scary! and i couldnt prompt her because i forgot her lines as well!!! so we took quite long before we finished that scene. so scary.

then we had dinner and i went to coronation with heeai and joey. we ate laksa. then we came back to school and changed again into full dress and i had to put on make-up. i wanted yiwei to help me but she was busy so i waited for her to help me. during that time, i was wearing my shoes and you know what??? my leg started cramp-ing. and it hurt like siao. damn it. luckily i haven put on anything yet because i teared and if i had anymake up on my face it probably would have ran. joey was really nice and helped me with my cramp and it bacame fine after awhile although still hurts abit. yah. then i went to wash my hands, gel my hair in the toilet because i met lynn and huifun gelling their hair and i er, went back to the LT to put makeup. yiwei put everything except the lipstick and for the lips, credit goes to lydia.

for that night's show, not many squadmates came and jieqi came really early. anw, when the show started, i went in to watch 207's under one roof put up by our second half and they did really well! they rocked! =D after that i went back to audi and ppl started taking lots of photos and surprisingly some wanted to take with me. wenqi said i look shuai. and after that we went into audi backstage early and went into the wings quite early as well and we waited there. during that time i was really nervous. but someone said i was from drama, and there was nothing to be scared or worried about. i will be fine. and the show started. i went out and saw many ppl i knew but i din give way and the show went quite well other than the er, meet the parent scene where i gave funny lines.

"its ok april. we'll leave this place together, i din know you had such an unreasonable father, we'll leave this place together"

it sounded really weird. and during the solve the problem scene, the bench went in late and heeai, joey and suesin went out late. but nvm lah. small mistake. after that we finished the whole show and i swear i felt so relieved. mummy and dd fetched me home and on the way i lost the flower lynn gave me. the only flower for the whole show!!!

this is a detailed what happened on friday 03/11/06:

i met a new friend. his name is ding jie and he is a guy.

in the morning we had dalt and i fall out once. and after that jiao lian gave a debrief like thing and we will be having a test somewhere in december. then we got back our wallets and we were dismissed and i realised that cassmain got a 100 for her maths which means i lost the bet i made with her wich means a $150 gone! and i started screaming. and we finally went to change. after that we went to bukit timah plaza the kfc and bought food before going to sijia hse. we played card and she served us this tapioca fries thingy which i later took back to sell cos it din taste that nice.

and i was late for fund-raising. but we rocked and we got about $300++. and during that time i met a crazy man who has alot of money who spent $32.50 at our stall buying lots of flowers. his name is ding jie and he is a friend of sok and siewying.

i started going crazy at the busstop and when sok pass me her rose so that she could take of her jacket, i pass it to ding jie and asked him to propose to sok. haha. i took 171 back with bernice and reached home at ard 10 something. i took 920 back.

yesterday:

i spent my whole yesterday watching ye4 guang1 shen2 bei1 and i really like lingzhi. she is so, nice, loyal and i dunno what. but i really like her alot. and xiao yao also not bad but i like zhang1 ting2 more than xiaoyao although when xiaoyao stood up to admit her mistake she was really brave.

in the night ard 2 something, dd came home with late night supper and i went out to eat abit of satay bee hoon. i would have ate more if i werent so tired.

i spent one whole hour blogging. not bad ya? haha. i am lazy.

post number 50!!!!!! hahaha. i have been updating regularly! =D


din blog ytd. came back too late and was tired.

yesterday was choral night performance. it was ok. not that good but not that bad either. good is that people keep telling me that i am very shuai although i think i look very normal. but bad is that i got some lines wrong. haha. behind the scenes i was like so nervous. what if i forget or if shihui forget?? then we will both chu1 chou3. then dunno who say things like nvm, you will be fine de and i dunno. i just was very nervous. but anw i think it went quite well and Mr Tang said "well done" to me! i was happy. Mrs Koh also got say well done! then ppl who saw it alot say i did not bad but i dunno how it went. i was too nervous. there was this funny auntie after the show she saw me and point point and laugh laugh smile smile and all. haha. so funny. dd and mm fetched me home and i lost the rose lynn gave me! the ONLY rose i got!!!

today we had fund-raising and 207 rocked! we got $300++ and it was alot can! today's show was not bad lah and jinqing was very very very cute! haha. me is tired and i want to go sleep liao. =D

its 0000. i am tired.

i slacked my today away again. i am now like chi1 bao3 shui4, shui4 bao3 chi1. lazing away, wasting the time of my precious youth.

tmr is choral night! i hope it comes fast and goes fast! i have been nagging at both my sisters to go study and they wun listen to me. they so bad. both tmr also got exam but they like dun care like that. later tmr dunno how to do how???

and i washed my shoes today. the one i dirtied yesterday during act. talking about it i am aching all over. esp my hands. =S. but i feel like pegging. i mean i like pegging. it brings me great pleasure, joy and pride to see myself peg so fast! ha! i wanna get into CT '08! =D

today i watched ye4 guang1 shen2 bei3 again and i heard a nice and touching sentence which i hope i will be able to find someone who will say it to me. the guy, zheng4 feng1 said, no in fact wished, yuan4 dai4 ta1 shang1, dai4 ta1 tong4, dai4 ta1 bing4, dai4 ta1 si3. and he wished her happiness. so nice right. i wanna watch that show now. i want to finish watching it.

tmr is choral night and i just invited my whole family to come watch me perform. now thinking about it, it might not have been the best right move. nvm. i dun care. no, maybe i do. aiyah, i dun know.

i got back my report book yesterday. i got 70.67% in overall. i am happy. 70.67% it may not be alot compared with other people's 75% or what but i am happy. its not being happy-go-lucky, but i have put in my best effort and this is the result and i should be happy with my own results. shouldn't i?

haha. i am happy.