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yesterday was christmas. i shant say anything about what i did in the morning but in the afternoon i went out with sqdms. we went the heeren. spent the whole day there. i spent $30 altogether. i was supposed to get present for huishan. i got her a bath towel. i could find a nice and affordable wallet. time plan was like this:

1200 -- meet at somerset MRT station.
after that. went to eat at sakae sushi. spent a whole $10.85 there.
after that window shopping.
ard 1415 own shopping time to buy present for who i was supposed to get it for which was huishan.
1430. haven found a present for huishan yet
1445 got nervous and pissed about it and decided on a cute pooh bath towel. it was pretty. anw i bought i cos i rmb her saying that she wanted one.
after that met up with sqdms again and we shopped for ju's present. jieqi got her a tee shirt.

anyway i got a cute cow cup from yinhwee. it came in a nice pretty box. i went to plaza to get book from library but only rmb-ed that when i reached the library. so i went around looking at nice nice things. i found a nice voodoo doll pouch in mini toons. it was is cute.

today had act. not so bad. quite ok if you come to think about it. then i went to ah-ma's house. thought about alot of things. slept. woke up and practiced doing a fireman's chair. and yinhwee, using your method, i got it in 6 seconds for 4 times!!! muahahhaha.

going to fly to chiang mai tonight. will not be back until 31st. this sunday. doubt i will be blogging till then. bye bye everyone.

i read jiawen's blog. and i cannot believe my eyes. it took me long to register that her dd actually thought i was a guy. i should see that picture cos i so dun remember it. she named it my boyfriend and me. wow. created such misunderstanding.

went caroling again. i din sing much btw. other ppl sing. i listen to some. and i sing some. would say wasted a whole night. but not really wasted lah. at least i had a night outside home. i wanna go out tmr. but i have to finish my commonwealth essay. maybe i'll finish it tonight.

nothing else to say le. i need to rest and sleep. i am tired. i want to go out tmr.

ok. this blog post is meant for yesterday.

yesterday was the carolling day. many many ppl came my house and i locked myself in the room and was anti-social. preparation was well, tiring. i went down to NTUC many many times to buy either garbage bag or weird weird things. than i went to BPP to get the log cake and went to south view that side to get beehoon and almond cubes from auntie poh suan. and my mm cooked many many nice food.

clear up was not that bad. just that dd vacummed and mopped the floor. thats it. and we clear-up the excess food which was not alot. my mm's fried rice was very popular. the container jian4 di3 liao. haha. then i tried to blog but it was too late and i was tired so i off-ed the com as soon as i on-ed it.

this morning i woke up and i read. oh i forgot to add that i finished ran2 shao1 ba4! huo2 niao3 yesterday. nice book. but not the best. i still like xin1 you3 qian1 qian1 jie2 better. i wanna watch the movie. cant seem find it anywhere. i wanna visit the library later. but dunno mm let anot.

this is not good. i havent packed my bag. i only have today and tmr to finish my commonwealth essay and pack up my luggage. leaving on tuesday evening. i will go for act in the morning to help in sleeping on the midnight plane.

hope i get my mp3 by tmr. but i think its not very possible. dunno whether mm planning to go out tmr. i think sqdms want to go out tmr but nobody told me anything yet so yah.

=)

ok. today we had DALT. honestly i would have prefered to run 2 round round the school than do whatever we did today. ah but what could we do??? nvm. anyway. i think my coordination with qing was quite good today although jiao lian still say we very lan. maybe bah. dunno. just jiayou lor. we practiced shi throughout whole of DALT. sad.

after DALT i bought new uniform from the school and i felt very very dumb. like i was sec one. god, i am sec 3 next year.

we went to ah-ma's house today. hai. i dunno. everyone was very down. every family has its own problems bah. honestly i seriously feel that money cannot buy happiness but it actually plays a big part in how happy you can get. especially in this realistic world. without money you have nothing. family and all can bring warmth but not for long. not that i am putting family love down or something but seriously think, without money, with debtors chasing you from everywhere, will you think of family love?? woah.

anw, i went to IMM to get stuff for dd's caroling tmr. we providing dinner and it took like what, $200++ from my dd's pocket. and yet he pay so willingly lor. must ask for allowance rise next year. almost got an mp3. if only they din run out of stock. i wanted the 512 de but no stock. then ask for the 256 one she also say dun have. that means she is trying to tell me to get the 1GB one which cost $94.90. i din have that much money.

dd fetched us home from there and now we are preparing for tmr. must go keep all my personal stuff liao.

ok. i have 20 more minutes to 0000. which means 20 more minutes to blog before i go to sleep.

today was quite a nice slackish day. i woke up at 1024. its much better than 6.30 everyday kinda thing. and i guess my body got accustomed to wake up as late as possible without disturbance so much so that i had a good night yesterday.

tmr got DALT. guess i am done. shiku not that dry but should be fine after my pretty ironing. what can i expect from such wet weather. not that worried about PT tmr. i will do fine. *convinces myself*

i just sort of quarrelled with my dd. he was rather unreasonable but i dun want to blog about it. reasons being:

1. i dun wanna badmouth my dd.
2. i dun want my blog to turn into a page for rants.

well, as you can see, most of my posta are rather calm if not hyper in a positive manner. that is because after i decided to keep a blog, that i will never use it for ranting and complaining purposes. it will be a record of my daily life (as much as possible that is). and it will NOT be used to rant and compain. ya. so i live by that and i blog by that.

so i let myself 3 hours after that quarrell to cool down and i guess i was quite "cool" just now when i talked back to him. though i was crying. and it din stop until ard 5 minutes after he left me alone. ya. so that was it.

today, if you really want to consider it, is a very nice day. well because after yesterday and dreading tmr, you feel really lucky that you actually have one day in between to rest and rejuvenate(however you spell it). well, tmr will be fine. i know that. muahahaha.

guess tiring yourself out during NP can be considered a good thing cos it makes you cherish your off-days more.

happalighted as per normal.

i also dunno why. guess i am just one happy person. one is only truly happy when he/she is happy without reason. sounds so weird. maybe it is.

today has dalt. it was not so terrible. PT wasnt as "hiong" as i expected it to be. it was only one round. i expected 2-3. well i guess my stamina is getting better. i wasnt panting like a pig after that one round. and i felt quite good actually.

dalt on the whole was good. just kept wu-shi wu-shi and wu-shi. after all only got 2 shi-weis. that was so painful. everytime must change style. for eg, jinqing and huishan has totally different styles of wu-ing. jinqing wu at a greater angle than huishan. huishan more easy to follow but i think jinqing's shi looks better. and after that when shi-tous lian-ing that time me and yinhwee got nothing to do. so maams talk with us and they teach us abit of gu. i got no sense of rhythm. keep on cannot get it right. than when maams say its right i think it sounds wrong.

oh i forgot to say that we actually had 3 shiweis. but yuanhan fell down during PT and hurt her back and she was in great pain and she sort of went home. actually she went to hospital. not home.

after DALT, we wanted to go see yuanhan but she was going home so we decided to go to CCK see whether can go her house anot. we had lunch there. i ate cai4 fan4. i am starting to like cai fan alot. then we went to lot 1 see see look look. huishan was very helpful in helping me find my totti but unfortunately, we couldnt find it. so my future totti is still awaiting me somewhere. than we walk walk go library. i found "period pieces". that book that i read many many times as a child. ok. maybe not that long ago. when i was 10. primary 4 that time. even reading it than i felt like laughing at them write their feeling cos it just never occured to me that having your period would be so scary for some. haha.

than i went to BPP to look for mm. we bought dinner. than dd fetched us home and i slept. until 6 o'clock. watched an episode of cries. really. bei4 pan4 ai4 qing2 was weird. yaliying's mum died and the whole episode, all i rmb was cries. even got different kind of cries one lor. got crazy kind. painful kind. sobbing kind. and all in one episode. seems as if that episode got nothing better to do but cry. but was quite touching lah.

after that watched i cannot rmb the title, its too long. than i went down to senja grand than came back. actually wanted to blog then but mm wanted me to help her clean kitchen cabinet. see everyone was there but me. so i went to help her until chong shang yun xiao show than i watched it. went to bathe after that and am here now.

i would like to add that i borrowed alot of books. many many story books.

okie. today was quite a nice day. finished the whole math worksheet. i keep having the impression that the worksheet is 6.1 but think about it logically, we have done more than 7 chapters in sec 2 and haven't started a single one in sec 3 so how can it be 6.1????? nvm.

i woke up for a few seconds again at 6.34 this morning and woke up again at 9 something or 10 something. din go to beach road or west mall cos they all seem so far. but will go there soon. i need to get the things i need. and stock up socks also. my socks are getting saggy.

ok, this morning i got the song jia-ren-qu found in the house of flying daggers i watched yesterday. then i got da-yu. thinking of getting an mp3 but still in thinking stage. well, i dun really need it and it ain a great big desire to have it so i dunno. but it would be nice and cool to have one so. ya. still haven decided. if i decide and ju haven sold her mp3 player to anyone i might get it from her at $75 if i din rmb the price wrongly. ya, whatever. i later in the end never buy than funny liao lor.

act tmr. need full u. i prepared liao. i am happy. i decided to plant another onion cos my ginger is growing very slowly and my jie's potato is growing very fastly. ya. =) we bought mei's books today.

i have nothing else to say le. thats it. i scared i change very slow tmr. very long nvr wear full u liao. scared scared. but jiayou anw. =) . . . . i have something for fullstops. i like them. . .

ok. its really scary but i am getting up at 6.30 every day now. i woke up at 6.37 this morning. still i got myself to go back to sleep and woke up again at 11.24.

woke up and watched strawberry shortcake with owen. ate butter cookies and was about to eat a cup of cup noodles when mm came home with breakfast. mixed veg rice. the veggie was nice to eat.

then after that i went to prepare uniform and now my uniform is ready to be worn. but i wont need it till tuesday so lets leave it there till tmr night.

then i went to sleep and woke up at 5 something. i wont be able to fall asleep tonight. then went for dinner, then came back then watch house of flying daggers. i was quite sure i watched it before and i din like the show but i watched it again anw and now i am going to remind myself never to watch it again cos zhang zhiyi died. and i am very upset about it cos i like zhang zhiyi! and jin cheng wu also very shuai. too bad they din get together.

i wanna buy xiao yu'er yu hua wuque. its a very nice show. but must wait until later abit cheaper that time than buy.

its been very long since i last changed my blogskin but i dun feel like changing it cos its so nice. so i have decided that i dun want to change it now. my ma just bought this ear cleaning thing and its very effective. i just cleaned my ear and its quite cool. haha. it works lor.

just called huishan to realise that sqdms din go for steamboat. i think because many ppl din want to go. ppl like me. and jiawen asked me whether i got a sony dunno what and i dunno what that was so i told her no and she haven reply yet.

tmr, mm and dd not working. doubt i can go to school but i'll try. my christmas tree is nicely up and i got the honor of putting up the replacment for the star(an angel). well probably cos nobody else in my family can reach it. well my dd doesnt count cos he was driving taxi. i know lah. in school i have yuan han and other ppl taller than me but at home im the tallest can! hahahahaha.

happalighted.

ok. we just got a christmas tree but i dun see what so exciting about it. ya, so what if its the first bought christmas tree bought in my house and its the first time in 14 years that i see a christmas tree decorated just before me but what so great about it? i dun see it.

i think i am getting anti-social. keep rejecting offers to go out. sqdms going steamboat tmr. i not going. reasons: i scared i trigger another one of my mum's nerve and she dun talk to me again. see she hasnt been talking to me for the past 4-5 days since i keep going to school for farewell and she was really mad and the many times i suffered her cold replies without crying, its like, wow. today was a really good day. i dun want to go back into that mood again. no.2, i got no money and we just had a steamboat the last time. but what a pity it would be if i din go. argh. no.3, tmr got family dinner just as on all sundays and i dun want to miss it cos i haven been eating with my family for so very long. hai. so difficult to choose. sry sqdms. if i get the guts to ask my mum i will tell you by tmr 2.30. sorry.

today we had a great cleaning. now my house looks so clean. we sold the karang guni man 7 huge garbage bags of soft toys. i went down to the NTUC to buy a pack of garbage bags cos i donated all of mine to farewell. then we sold 2 irons, 1 handphone, 1 fan and 2 garbage bags of bags and 2 huge piles of i-weekly. also newspaper thats left after the huge pile i brought on prep and all we got was $7.70 i think.

my family is now keesiao decorating the christmas tree, and owen is totally mad. house will be open to dd's church choir for caroling. hope it turns out well.

i got a pair of magnets called rattle snakes. quite cool. the sound it gives out when they knock together very fun. =)

think i am addicted to waking up at 6.30. woke up this morning at 6.30 without anyone calling me. anw, i got myself to sleep back because i was really tired. going to see whats so nice about the christmas tree now. tata.

ok. i realised i havent been blogging since monday. well many many things happened during this whole week and some i cant even remember myself. well. will just blog about prep to clear-up.

wednesday.
preparation for farewell. practically shook myself awake pouring huge pails of COLD water over myself. couldnt help it. i was really sleepy. i woke up at 5.45 i think. reached school at 6.45 or later. finished up present for 37 maams and did last minute pre-preparation. prep i think went quite well. we finished most things on that day. left breakthrough to dry, decorations all up, tunnel leading to breakthrough finished. many things done. had a good sense of achievement.

thursday.
farewell. again had to wake myself up from nice comfy cold bed. i just realised that without my blanket i can actually get very cold. my mm washed my blanket and it was freezing cold. anyway, we did more preparation and finished everything at 1 something. waited around until 2 something before we acted as huai4 ren2. was so nervous. anyway, sqdms told maams about our weakness and when maam came and saw the words "Mojojojo" they started screaming and i could do nothing to stop them. maams were almost in a way "desperate" i would say. they were funny. though it was a pity that maams din go through the tunnel, but i guess they appreciated it. anw, thinking about it, if it were me i would not go in too if i had a choice. performance went well. din screw it up.

served ex-maams food and drinks until i think maams wanna tell us not to go ask them anymore cos there is only like so many maams and so many of us. after that we ate abit and had company talk. delta gave maams prawns and apron. maams gave us very nice picture frame. the picture very nice. although black and white, it looks good on the background. thank you maams! =) actually maams say its not very nice but i think not lor. i like it alot leh. its not ke4 dao4 hua4 ok! i mean it.

guess when we gave 37 maams present we din get the effect that we wanted so i think we better not try it again cos it is so not going to work. and it didnt. connie maam's necklace came out but me and jiawen repaired it with the scissors that huishan got for us. then we talked abit and played ball. 38 maams were playing badminton with 37 maams. then song session quite leng3. maybe our farewell ask cadets dun arrange song session. possible?

clear-up.
went to school early. cleared spiral staircase finish then shift benches. fall in. after that i dun want to say more. but we had a good talk with 38 maams and i am starting to think that actually we din think in 38 maams shoes. everytime only think about ourselves. then maybe somethings can dun be so mean to them. feeling quite mean.

came home and slept. then. i just rejected an offer to go out with ex-classmates. feels weird going out with them after so many times never go. and then again sometimes when sqdms wanna have meeting and it clashes with their outing i would choose to go with sqdms. so in the end i very long never go out with them le. maybei quite mean but i dun wanna feel awkward with them and i should not go out these few days cos mm very not happy with me liao. everyday go out so early and come back do late. to add on, i need to sleep tmr. anw. can go out anytime but tmr till next whole week.

i am happy.

ya. din blog yesterday. but yesterday was a nice day.

woke up at 10.30. realised i was late. i was supposed to meet sqdms at cck at 11.00 but i overslept. went to yuanhan's house, did many many things. ate curry cooked by yuanhan's mm and it was nice. though i would be better if it was spicy but yuanhan cannot eat spicy food so it wasnt spicy. beehoon was good too.

today. pulled myself up from bed to go to school. tmr got act. doing flag. yay. i like flag. hope i pass cc test. nono. i will pass cc test.

went to school and i brought beehoon guo tiao and i became my breaklunch. or rather branch. whatever you like to call it. we practiced, played and did many many things. i am not so worried now. we went out of school to get some things and came back again. went to btp. sqdms ate kfc. i ate my beehoon branch at 2.00. my leg with the huge bruise is hurting like siao and its getting more and more swollen. cannot cheng3 qiang2 anymore. its getting quite bad. jie says its healing.

ya ya. dinning in tonight. minced meat and vege. would prefer rice if there were any. i am quite hungry.

haha. my other computer is so slow. keep losing the game cos of the slowness.

this morning went to bank with mm and dd. used a whole morning there. came home and did puzzle. haven finished it yet but its gonna be done soon. i slept. dreamt, did many many things. reading fallen angels now. quite gross in some parts esp when the guy rapes the woman.

playing msn games now. quite fun leh. i got 2 badges. =D

going yuanhan's hse tmr. campcraft practical exam on 28th Dec. i going overseas. to thailand.

happalighted.

changed my account to blogger beta. dunno whats the difference. nvm. asked sok but she ain answering me.

just got my plant back from my auntie who was taking care of it. my plant grew bigger. 2 leaves bigger. my sister's potato plant grew huge. its much bigger than when i last saw it.

ya, ya. finished inverse variation and will do worksheet tmr or sunday. i am happy.

. just got back from malaysia. home sweet home. feel so good here. haven been blogging for quite some time. here goes:

Monday, 4th December 2006:

left for malacca. i was official navigator. so we din wake up early enough at 0400 and we only reached checkpoint at 8 something. jammed. waited and only got in to malaysia at 0942 if i din remember wrongly. passed primary clearance and secondary clearance. passed malaysia customs and almost got my hand broken cos my dad almost drove off without looking at my hand outside the window.

from JB, took the northsouth expressway and passed almost 20 plus plus exits. was a really long ride. reached malacca XXX resort at 12. checked in. got a camp briefing from dd's church camp coordinator. and we wandered off.

joined in some activities but most of the time was spent with jie and mei in the apartment.

Tuesday:

food was almost similar to yesterday. i never knew chilli could be considered a dish. wow. it was like, nasi lemak, beans, hotdog and chilli as one dish. not bad ya?

nothing else that day. stayed in apartment for one whole long day doing nothing.

Wednesday:

sight seeing. we went to the bee museum there and a st paul's church. was quite nice. took many many photos. wasnt feeling quite well that day. had the runs and you know. was quite uncomfortable the whole day. anw, i still got sqdms souvenirs. errr. keychains again. but i swear it will be better for thailand trip. will get something nicer ok? thailand trip 27th to 31st. rmb. get presents from me after i come back.

mei broke a tap at the place and flooded the whole apartment and the house keeping ppl din clear up and me and jie had to do it up. mei watched and told us: "the best help i can give you is not to help." whch we all agree with but still, its all her fault.

Thursday:

this is my first exciting day.

i fell from a slide. well the slide was steep and i zoomed from high high and i fell on my butt. and it hurt.

next wanted to go kayaking but mei was rather chicken and in the end was afraid of being a dead chicken so she backed out and me and jie couldnt possibly leave her out there on land alone and so wen din go kayaking. we went swimming.

i got nice tan. woah. i tell you when i got out of the pool i looked a dirty brown. but i am a nice colour now.

then i went go-carting. erm. erm. i had an accident and i knocked into the wall. see. i was kind of speeding and i din brake properly and i just knocked through the tyres set as circuits and knock into a wall and got some huge big bruise on my right calf. my butt hurts. so does my thigh. never speed on a go-cart. this is not fair lor. cassmain was speeding and she din even knock a tyre(she almost did but din in the end) jie was driving at tortise speed.

talking about tortise, i fell in love with jie's tortise and decided to buy one myself. shall call it totti. pronounced, tor-ti.

Friday:

come home day. slept in the car. reached home.

On the whole:

i got to meet a guy at the camp and i dunno his name but somehow, i think he thought i am guy. ok. so what if half the population sees me and approach my parents saying: "how old is your SON?" and they have to tell them a few times that they have 3 daughters and no son before they register that i am a girl. i believe that i have at least some girl-like features in me lor! back to that guy, he became my "brother". i think he only suspected i was a girl when he saw my earsticks. for ppl who dun know, i have earholes since i was 2.

the water at XXX resort was rather weak. you practically had to kiss the wall to bathe under it.

watched some nice shows. catwoman, kodomo vs. cobra, etc.

realised that the phone could not work at our apartment and asked the reception about it and was told that phones in block 3 from 6th floor upwards dont work! haha. so much for a nice resort. i stayed on the 8th floor.

came back happy and got myself many first times. go-carting and accident. and the bruise is huge i tell you. it hurts.

when i got back and checked my hp, hs sent me 4 mesages. i freaked at the message when she said cc test was today at 1330. its 1545 now.

happy. =)

going to malacca tonight. wont be in the country till 9th. will not be bringing my hp i think. ya.

done with my packing. need to pack personal bag. then get camera. ya. din do inverse variation yesterday night. maybe will do later. im bored. shall go find something to do. =)

will not be blogging until i come home. doubt theres a computer there. and my dd will not be bringing his laptop. hai.

woke up at 10 something just now. slacked. read. ate. then decided to be a good girl and do math. so i did direct variation and "other types of direct variation" and i finished textbook exercise 7a and 7b. so i can just copy over on NY foolscap and complete my worksheet. will do inverse variation maybe tonight or when i come back from malacca. dunno. see first. haha.

jieqi just flew off to dunno where this morning. zhiyi going to macau tmr. me to malacca on monday. jinqing at chalet. haha. sqdms holiday report.

i havent packed my bag yet. this is bad. tonight must pack. maybe i am to mentally awake liao. every night also cannot sleep. yesterday spent the whole day outside and i sleep so very soundly. anw, before i fell alseep yesterday, i watched batman on tv. it was the old old version that when they fight and hit each other that time, words like "pow" "bang" "ooowww" "oooofff" will come out and it was weird. so funny. the batman want to fly that time still must stand on crates de. haha.

just cooked curry. dd having church dinner tonight. so mm cooked curry for him to bring. i cut the potatoes and carrots and tomatoes and garlic and shrimps. when i went down to senja grand to buy oil i din dare to touch anybody. my hand smelt like garlic. so gross. then when i put the things in the pot that time, the chilli dirtied my clothes. i was in such a mess just now. so i took my shoes to the toilet and decided to wash them before i bathed. now i am clean and smelling good. =)

going to plaza later. changing money. =D

ha! i bought a new wallet. oh. i buy alot of things ya? last time bag, now wallet. hai. waste so much money.

woke up from bed at 8.45. left house for the singapore examination and assesment board at 9.30. dd fetched us from RV high school and we went there. waited until almost 1 o'clock. hai. then actually want to take dd's car to mrt de, but on the way mm and dd quarrel so mm alighted dd's car in anger and we all follow her so we walked to tiong bahru plaza. bought my new wallet there and jie and mei both thinks its meant for guy but who says girl cannot use guy wallet??

then we took mrt to orchard. went to far east. ate lunch and bought books from sunny bookshop. bought dead guilty and dead secret. both i read already lah but borrowing it and owning it is different. then we spent more time there and walk and walk. then went to library @ orchad and i got many many more books. i think i am starting to read to much. and i read alot of english. hai. =)

then went back to far east. bought clothes for new year. buying clothes is such a painful thing for me. jie and mei finished buying everything today. i only bought a pair of pants. you know why? because all clothes shop only sell women clothes. i am a woman lah, but i dun like the clothes they sell. so... gross. so i ended up buying a pair of pants that the guy claims to be unisex but i think its for guys. nvm.

then we came back. watching tv now. happy. with my new wallet. =)