ok. we just got a christmas tree but i dun see what so exciting about it. ya, so what if its the first bought christmas tree bought in my house and its the first time in 14 years that i see a christmas tree decorated just before me but what so great about it? i dun see it.

i think i am getting anti-social. keep rejecting offers to go out. sqdms going steamboat tmr. i not going. reasons: i scared i trigger another one of my mum's nerve and she dun talk to me again. see she hasnt been talking to me for the past 4-5 days since i keep going to school for farewell and she was really mad and the many times i suffered her cold replies without crying, its like, wow. today was a really good day. i dun want to go back into that mood again. no.2, i got no money and we just had a steamboat the last time. but what a pity it would be if i din go. argh. no.3, tmr got family dinner just as on all sundays and i dun want to miss it cos i haven been eating with my family for so very long. hai. so difficult to choose. sry sqdms. if i get the guts to ask my mum i will tell you by tmr 2.30. sorry.

today we had a great cleaning. now my house looks so clean. we sold the karang guni man 7 huge garbage bags of soft toys. i went down to the NTUC to buy a pack of garbage bags cos i donated all of mine to farewell. then we sold 2 irons, 1 handphone, 1 fan and 2 garbage bags of bags and 2 huge piles of i-weekly. also newspaper thats left after the huge pile i brought on prep and all we got was $7.70 i think.

my family is now keesiao decorating the christmas tree, and owen is totally mad. house will be open to dd's church choir for caroling. hope it turns out well.

i got a pair of magnets called rattle snakes. quite cool. the sound it gives out when they knock together very fun. =)

think i am addicted to waking up at 6.30. woke up this morning at 6.30 without anyone calling me. anw, i got myself to sleep back because i was really tired. going to see whats so nice about the christmas tree now. tata.