emotions. they are a difficult thing to talk about. but i guess i interpret it this way:

one person's emotions can generally be divided into 3 levels. the superficial, make-some-difference, and the deep levels.

the superficial level of one's emotions is the most easy to move and change. for example you read a book and you get upset or happy over what is happening and that emotional change is a change in the superficial level. it is because it is not a kind of emotion pain or happiness that will leave a deep great impact on the person and it normally changes from day to day.

the second level of emotions. make-some-difference. this is a deeper kind of change in emotion that will stay for a longer period of time. usually 3-4 days of even longer. this is the kind of emotion change that will occur if you have a quarrel with your closest friend, your siblings, parents, or people you care for. this is a kind of emotion that will leave a difference in you, causing a something like a reminder that tells you: "do not do this again." or "it will hurt her and you do not want to do that."

the third level and also the deepest kind will leave great impact. an example will be saying you lost a loved one and it literally means lose and not just thinking you lost him or her. it is a change that will take years and years and years of recovery yet this kind of change cannot be healed. or to look more to the positive side, it is when you find your true love, someone to entrust your life to, and you feel happiness and that happiness sinks in.

emotions bring about pain and many claim that "time will heal all wounds". but honestly, i beg to differ. emotions can heal wounds, but not all wound can be healed completely. imagine losing your dearest kin. time will make you move on with life, it will teach you to carry on living for the living. but the pain will never cease to exist. it will remain there, just buried deep inside.

above is just my view of life and things and its is said simply just applying it to myself. it is not quoted, neither copied from another website or blog.


we had dalt today. wu shi throughout. i will aim to be a better shiwei and stop stopping my shitou from qishi-ing. haha. went to plaza with yuanhan, huishan and jiawen. ate at kfc, went to library to read and i finished one grave too many. now reading dead secret.

watched goong. read. got lost in my own world where i like to hide from pain. pain that i inflict on myself. i am making myself upset even though i know i have no need to be.

sok's in 305 too. she say one. she sms me then i call her. homestly, ytd i din notice her name. i thought she was in 306. nvm. shes a comfort to me. she will be there for me and help me take my waterbottle when i forget! seems just a few months ago that she was telling me: "next year go sec 3 who help you take your waterbottle?" now i dun have to worry! haha. thanks sok! i appreciate it! =)